love or foolishness?
I hope I am not going to make you bored...if I do, sorry ;)
Have you ever fallen in love with an older guy?with teacher...?
I used to thing that teenagers can't be in truly love. Everyone says-'come on you are young, you don't know what love virtualy means...'
And I actually believed them ;) I've said many times 'I love you' to boy witch who I was quarreling later...and shouting 'I hate you...' by the way.This is the life, like somebody sang.
And how the hell it happens?Teachers are...from another planet. You can't break them down...even if you answered 'no'on every question... (if you say 'yes' you must give them reason why do you agree)
I went to new school thinking that I would focus on learning not on searching boyfriends...' sure, I focused on learing...few days.
English lesson was at the begining, first, maybe secound. I saw the teacher and...thought 'oh Gosh he seems to be bad teacher...' Yeach I remember that mind.I was disappointed so much, now I cannot remind why I throught like that. Teacher was speaking Polish what I hate at English lesson. So he made a horrible first impression.I wanted to change school 'cause I care about English.
Few month later I couldn't stop thinking about him!I can't let myself think about changing school.The beggining was sucks, and I have two options- I become crazy (relly posiblle!)or I didn't because I can't be more crazy than I am now-which sounds nearly the truth.The fuuny thing is that I behave like a...oven. When I am at the lesson my face (not only checks) change its temperature for very high.I look so funny but who knows?Perhaps one day my teacher would have somethink to heat up,dinner or breakfast, I could help! ;)
Somebody says that when you hate someone you must be careful-from hate it's very close to love.
Don't you think he is right?
Now I believe I can fell in love with someone. I realise that love, but that honest one, give plenty of happiness and it doesn't matter that he would never love you too (it gives only a little hurt) When you have somebody to love even hundrets, ok thousands word to learn are not a big deal.
So I am learning English. To be able to speak with him and even behaving like a oven do no mistakes.
As you can see some polish chick wrote this bulltshits :))